::Thoughtful Thursday; Love Quotes::

“I hate the way you talk to me,

and the way you cut your hair.

I hate the way you drive my car.

I hate it when you stare.

I hate your big dumb combat boots,

and the way you read my mind.

I hate you so much it makes me sick;

it even makes me rhyme.

I hate it,

I hate the way you're always right.

 I hate it when you lie.

I hate it when you make me laugh,

even worse when you make me cry.

I hate it that you're not around,

and the fact that you didn't call.

 But mostly I hate the way I don't hate you.

Not even close,

 not even a little bit,

 not even at all.” 

(Beautifully said in 10 things I Hate About U)

motif betollah gambar nih..

notakaki : and i love the way u love me

I L.O.V.E U, dear sayang *malu-malu*

::Planning Something Big::

Big la sangat kan..hehe
Actually I've been planning for it  few months ahead
tapi melampau la pulak awalnye kan..nampak sangat terlebey excited..huhu
Hm..it's my baby's birthday bash!
Yeaayy!
Huu..ada orang bagitau saya,once baby dah genap setahun she's not a baby anymore.
she will be called as 'toddler' huk huk
how time flies~cliche,i know
but it's true..memang tak sangka my baby dah setahun..
tambah pulak umur sepuluh bulan Rayyan Hadiff dah pandai berjalan pulak
lagi la rasa cepat betul dia membesar
mengeluhkah aku?tidak..tapi i can't deny i missed those moments..
okay..let's save the-emotional-touching-feeling-moment-story later,k?
I nak buat a big party tapi ongkosnya enggak mengizinkan
tengok member-member buat party mak aii mengalahkan kenduri nikah i you..kelasss!


Aku hanya mampu tersenyum dan dalam masa yang sama menelan air liur..
Takpelah ,Hadiff..I will always cherish the moment since the day u were born
everyday is a celebration for me..


Hadiah termahal yang mama mampu bagi ialah susu mama yang mengenyangkan perut kamu itu..teringat ebm yang selamat bersemadi (-.-)
Alrite..alrite..nak buat party u must need a plan..
So,dengan ini saya mengisytiharkan sayalah planner tak bergaji malah mengeluarkan gaji untuk party ini (hubby,please take note)

::Guidance for Rayyan Hadiff's Birthday Bash:: (source : http://www.babycenter.com.my/)

Understanding your one-year-old

Your one-year-old may be fearful of strangers, and strange or new places. Despite liking other babies, she won't understand how to play with them yet. She will enjoy individual attention and likes to make you laugh. All of which adds up to an intimate, low-budget family party!

Yep..dats wut i do..low-budget..haha!

Who to invite

At the closely-attached-to-Mum stage, the best way you can make this a special day for your one-year-old is by offering her loads of undiluted attention. Her social network will be small and intimate, and that's how she likes it. She won't thank you for a house full of strangers, so stick to close friends and relatives.

Oh my oh my..cannot la,sweetheart..Our relatives pon dah cukup ramai,both sides..takpe,sayang..it's only a day.everybody loves U,Hadiff..
This is a party or gathering that everybody will not want to miss..

Getting the timing right

By one, your baby may be in a daytime nap routine. The worst time for the excitement of a party is when your baby is tired, so afternoon tea, after nap time, works well. If you are inviting other baby guests, check out their nap times with their parents. Once one starts wailing, they all will! Keep the party brief - an hour or so is quite long enough at this age.

Games and activities

Loud bangs from party poppers and bursting balloons may frighten your baby, and discarded poppers and balloons are a serious choking hazard at this age, so leave them till next year.

Choosing a venue

Home is the place where your baby will feel most secure. She'll appreciate a few colourful decorations or, if you want something more adventurous, you could buy a baby ball pool.

What food to serve

Keep food simple - most of it will probably end up on the floor in any case!

Finger foods will be excellent for both babies and adults, as eating them won't interrupt play or interaction. Parents may well have brought a bottle or feeder cup with them containing the drink of their choice for their baby, but have water, milk and diluted fruit juices at the ready. If you're providing food for grown ups keep it simple. Avoid peanuts and other foods which may present a choking hazard to little ones.

Some babies will have quite a few teeth and be able to bite into food; others may still be toothless, so cater for both extremes: organic bread sticks, tiny sandwiches with cheese spread, cut into shapes, cubes of mild cheese, and mini fromage frais cartons. Chocolate fingers are scrummy, but messy - plain biscuits may suffice. Jelly tends to be more of a play material at this age and is very messy. Your mini guests will probably eat very little food, so aim for a variety of taste, texture and colour rather than quantity.

Aim for a wonderful cake

a homemade one is special, but cake or dessert specialists now have a great variety available, or try a bakery. You will need to order this in advance. Don't let your baby near the candle as she will want to grab, not blow, it.

Choosing a theme

 Party themes aren't important to a one-year-old. You might want to aim for a colour-coordinated look, but it's more for the benefit of the keepsake photos than your baby at this stage.

The party bags

Party bags are really superfluous at this age, and the usual goodies like sweets and balloons are downright dangerous. If you really want to give a going away present to your little guests, opt for a small, safe soft toy each or a board book to chew on.

Choosing presents

By now, your baby will appreciate something which makes a noise or lights up, or both, so activity centres are a good choice. It's never too early to read, and textured board books are great fun for your tactile baby. A trolley, or push-along to aid walking skills will be popular, and new bath toys are always welcome. You may want to consider a big, lasting present, such as a baby swing for outdoors or a rocking horse. If you already have loads of toys, she won't object if some people buy her clothes!

Top tips for a successful party

• Have somewhere clean, handy and well-equipped for nappy changing.
• Breastfeeding mums may appreciate somewhere quiet and private to feed.
• It's crawling, walking and climbing time - stair gates and fireguards are essential.
• Stow away precious ornaments and breakables. • Keep a very watchful eye on the party area for hazards, such as forks or small swallowable objects, and clear them quickly away.
• Babies will play alongside each other, not together, so keep a variety of toys available within a large, safe floor space.
• Relax - let your baby and her guests set the pace.
• Make sure you have a willing volunteer to take plenty of photos or unobtrusively wield a camcorder - you'll be too busy!


nota kaki : can't wait!!

Rest in peace oh,my ebm

Atas kealpaan diri..

Atas kebodohan sendiri..

EBM ku menjadi mangsa..

Maybe jugak ini adalah cabaran dari Allah atas perjuangan aku dalam menyusukan Rayyan Hadiff.

It takes only few hours to vanish all my 10 months effort

but it never fade my spirit in continuing my breastfeeding journey..

not even a bit =)

Oh dear, rest in peace my ebm..u know i love u..sob..sob

Gambar yang lupa untuk dirotatekan..sila rotate kepala anda secara manual yer..mintak mahap..jiwa kacau sket nengok gambar nih..sob..sob..sob

nota kaki : Turn to Allah,He’s never far away

Put your trust in Him

Raise your hands and pray

Ya Allah

Guide my steps and don’t let me go astray

You’re the only one who can show me the way

Hadiff Masuk Hospital

Toing...yes. and it's scary..
Seeing our baby being hospitalised is no fun.at all.
Syukur, Rayyan Hadiff was so strong.
Even he was hitted with very high temperature he could fight it without antibiotic.
Only paracetamol and breastmilk.
Mama proud of you
of course with the monitoring from all the team in KPJ Tawakal Hospital
Thank you, Dr Kishore..nurses in KPJ Tawakal and all Hadiffs' friends in ward Violet
may Allah bless u =)
Gambar will update later,k?

notakaki : busy weh..busy

Trip to Singapore #2-Day 2

Day 2 : 31.1.2011

Mr Hubby went to work as usual..I brought my sister and Hadiff to Jurong Point for lunch

in the same time just nak window shopping sket2..hehe

i loike!

Mr Hubby before he went to work..hehe..sekali tengok macam pekerja airasia daa..

Breakfast yang disediakan oleh aku..hehe..campak segala yang ade dalam fridge..

Encik suami tengah menikmati.sedap kan yang?eh,yang?aiseeh..diam pulak...gasakla..janji perut kenyang

Ncik Hadiff dalam teksi nak pi shopping

Sangat meriah okay..Tumpang sekaki ye tuan tanah..hehe

Di Jurong Point..

Hadiff dapat toy

Hadiff's lunch!nyam..nyam..

Mak Lang suapkan Hadiff yer..(sambil mama bz makan nasik ayam)

This Ayam Penyet is delicious!Miss u already,oh Ayam Penyet

I lurve this shoe but my size is out of stock!this is so frustating
But I managed to get myself a grey blouse.okay,hatiku terubat..

Di Osaka..eh,hehehe...

I'm tired okayy...

We went to Pak Ngah Lidin's house somewhere in Singapore (aiyok dah lupe la)
Mak Ngah prepared Nasik Beriani i couldnt forget (sayang tak sempat mintak resipi)
Kitorang makan sampai tak ingat dunia.
Isk,wat malu betol la bawak Irah *hehe*


*End of Day 2*

Trip to Singapore #2-Day 1

Day 1 : 30.1.11

Ni kali kedua aku pegi Singapore time ncik suami ku kat sana..

Tapi untuk tahun ni ni first time la..hehe

Malas nak citer panjang..

Sila tengok gambar yer..



Our guest of honour : Ncik Hadiff and Irah aka Mak Lang




Mr Driver (abaikan mulut ternganga itu)




Maria Santiago the nanny..maklumla,nak masuk singapore nama pon harus la tukar, kan..




and me,co-driver yang tak boleh drive keretA ncik suami..hehe




Hujan lebat yang mengiringi sepanjang jalan..




Hadiff yang happy sebab dah sampai Johor Bharu,time ni kitorang sebok cari bank sebab nak settle few things before gi oversea.
.hehe,,memang over..



Yeah, Singapore..here we come,we see n we conquer!!



Papa n Hadiff di rumah Papa kat Singapore..siap-siap nak dinner kat Jurong Point..Mama malas nak siapkan Hadiff sebab itu berbaju tido lah anakku,yer..balik terus tido,k?




Papa yang lapar sedang mendahului diikuti Irah and Maria Santiago




we want food...we want food!!!




Mama n Hadiff sempat pose sambil Mak Lang n Maria cari makan
Time ni jugak aku tengah cover bengang sebab Kak Maria lupa bawak bekal Hadiff

Dalam kegelabahan itu di tambah dengan kebengangan plus jugak kepenatan campur kelaparan, ncik suami menyelamatkan keadaan ajak aku gi suatu tempat
Taraa!Fair Price..lebey kurang Carrefour kite la..
So aku beli la dinner instant tuk Yang Berhormat kite tuh..



Irah's Dinner..konon-konon Korea la sangat,kan..Nasi Goreng KimChi ke ape tah namenye..(x sedap..xsedap..teeet,kene banned!)



Yeahhhh,happy dapat makan..



Misi Menghantar Maria

Hope it's not too late..

Wishing Happy Lunar Chinese New Year to all my Chinese fellows..

Hope we have amazing Rabbit year..hehe..Rabbit pon Rabbit laa...

My holiday is terrific and mabeles..hihi

Over jugak sebab i've taken leave 2 days extra than other people..

rasenye member-member Cina aku pon tak kalut amik cuti banyak macam aku..hehe

takper..kite kan satu Malaysia..

Orang lain merayakan kite pon tumpang la meraikan..ye tak?

My long,beautiful week started on 26th January where I had to take my day off b'cos my maid,Kak Maria had to attend her nephew's wedding at Klang..

Memula tu terase amatla berat sebab 2 hari cuti tu..sayang woo.

Mikirkan kesian pulak tengok dia and dia pon tak penah amik cuti so I pon paksa-rela amik cuti..sob..sob..

We slept at Denai Alam the nite before,mikirkan esok dekat sket nak gi Klang..

On the day, Papa offered himself to drive us to Klang..

Hmm,confuse + bimbang

confuse sebab selalu dia suh aku drive n bimbang sebab if we lost..papa will lose his patience easily too..aiyarrk!

But, he insisted..hmm..

Papa : xpela papa drive..

Me : okay,but promise me jangan stress..okay?dun temper2 okay..kalo papa raise ur voice,the steereng is mine..got it?

Papa : holaah..holahh (it means..yelah yelah..)

Guess wut..we really lost our way to Totok's place (Maria's nephew)

Even pakai GPS

Huhh..yang mengherankan ialah Papa ku langsung tidak bersuara..

Cuma skali skala tu kene jugakla "stupid GPS" hehee..

kene sbijik kau wahai GPS

Last-last,setelah penat pusing tempat sama kitorang suh si TOtok tu yang cari kitorang

Dalam seploh menet tu bermula la episod jejak kasih antara maria & Totok..

Phewww,lega dapat setelkan misi menghantar Maria..

Penuh dengan stress,lawak jenaka (klakar seram gitu), tapi emosi

Happy tengok Maria reunite with her family..she must misses her family..

Happy dapat tolong wat Totok happy jugak..

Hmm..perjalanan balik kitorang singgah Alamanda for lunch n shopping serba sket

eh,kalo shopping ngan hajah esah itu adakah serba sedikit?pikirkanlaah..

then we stopped at Abang's house..nak tengok Faliq, my lil champ

I miss him so much..

after 2 hours playing him then we took off to Denai Alam..

There goes my mission..and my cuti too..huuuu *tears

Sila layan aksi hebat dari dua insan yang amat ku sayang.

Hi,I'm Faliq

and me,Hadiff

Faliq : Wut is wrong with u,Hadiff?It's supposed to be my territory

Hadiff : I will follow uuuuu....Folo u wherever u may go..

Faliq : I said, stop following me,man!

Hadiff : Are u taking revenge on me?

Hadiff : Get ur hand off me!

Hadiff : I mean it,man
Faliq : Chill la,bro..

Faliq & Hadiff : let's be friend,okay

Hadiff : He's my best buddy..I miss my Abang Affan

Aku : Haaa,korek ape lagi tu!

Hadiff & Faliq wat aksi dunno n tak bersalah

Mama loves u,Hadiff n Mak Chaq heart u so much,Faliq

*Tata*

*nota kaki : tak sanggup nak upload gambar kitorg tengah stress dalam kereta tuh..huh!