De-MoTiVaTeD

Arghh.. feels like so demotivated today!
I feel so exhausted and my body is weak,
I keep on reminding and motivating myself
but still makes no difference.
Actually it started from yesterday,
When I came back home from work, I feel extremely tired and I've lost my mood at nowhere.
Everything didn't seem right,
And worsen,
I scolded Hadiff.(yell precisely)
Of course when I did that yesterday I feel like doing it with reason nak mengajar kunun,
But when I woke at 3 am this morning I know I have 1001 other way to teach him.
It's tough really!
I always expect him to sit and behave and read and focus doing things but I forget he just 2 years young kiddo!!
I feel so bad..
I know my precious acts like he didn't care but deep inside he confused and hurt! :(

To Rayyan Hadiff, one day if you read this,
I am truly sorry for always not being patient with you,
Please bear with me,
I'm struggling and still learning how to be the best mother to you.
Somehow please remember I love you with all my heart,
And I promise I will take any chances, risks and everything to be the best teacher and momma.
I may not be the best but I will learn how to be one,

But for today..






XoXo

::Fabulous Friday::

Alhamdulillah..
Today is the first time we are celebrating Ramadhan on Friday..
The benefits and virtues of Friday itself are so beautiful..and Friday on Ramadhan?
Go figure yourself..
No..I'm going to figure it myself, and I wanna share it here..with you and hope my kids(kids?Amin!) will read this as a guidance to themselves..

"Friday is the best Day of the week. It is the Mothers of all days and the most virtuous in the sight of Allah.In the sight of Allah it has more greatness than Eid-ul-Fitr and Eid –ul-Adha (Reported in Ibn Majah)

Masya Allah, aku menantikan Hari Raya sebagai hari yang untuk aku bergembira padahal aku diberi peluang menempuh hari yang terbaik di pandangan Allah pada setiap minggu (^_^!) Bertuahnya kami, Ya Allah!

 Friday is Sayyid-The Master of the week, the best of days, like Ramadhan is Sayyid of the Month and Surah Baraqah is the Sayyid of the Quran.

So, geddit people? We have double Rahmah today as it today is Friday the best day of week and Ramadhan the best month of year!
Ada yang mengatakan dari sesetengah aspek, malam Jumaat adalah malam yang lebih tinggi dari Lailatul Qadar..Allahuakbar!

The beauty of Friday itself is countless..but lemme share with u some of it :

There is a blessed hour on Friday during which a person is granted anything lawful and good by Allah that he prays for.

Therefore friends..always and always trust in Allah..banyakkan berdu'a di hari Jumaat..dan janganlah kite sembarangan bercakap kerana kemungkinan Allah akan mengangkat kata-kate itu sebagai du'a kita. Ada yang mengatakan Du'a yang dimakbul Allah ialah pada waktu Asar ke Maghrib (^_^)

The birds and insects meet with one another on Friday and say "peace be upon you , may it be a good day.

The Muslim who passes away on the night or during the day of Friday, Allah Ta'ala saves him from the punishment of the grave." (Tirmidhi)

Surah al Mulk is the protector from the torment of the grave, so if you dont die on friday and wont know when we are going to die, its best to read every and memorise this surah also. There is a Surah which will plead for its reciter till it causes him to enter paradise (Tabarakallahi Biyadihil Mulk).

Silalah yer...persiapkan diri kita untuk menempuh alam di sana..di sana..

If anyone performs Wudu' properly, then comes to the Friday prayer, listens to the Khutbah (religious talk) attentively and keeps silent, his (minor) sins between that Friday and the following Friday will be forgiven, with the addition of three more days; but he who touches pebbles has caused an interruption.

Either some people (i.e., hypocrites) stop neglecting the Friday prayers, or Allah will seal their hearts and they will be among the heedless.

Umat Islam digalakkan mandi sunat Jumaat, berpakaian bersih dan cantik dan memakai haruman di hari Jumaat. tapi ingat ye,kenkawan..the intention is only for Allah..bukan untuk menunjuk-nunjuk..lain pulak hukumnya tu..

Okay, yang ni je i dapat bagitau..kekangan masa and work load..

Every afternoon, the heat of jahannam is increased. However, through the blessings of jumu'ah, this will not be done on Fridays. (Ihyaa ul-Uloom)

Nanti kalau ade yang lain i sharing lagi yer..

By the way, korang boleh surf more at http://www.deenislam.co.uk/friday.htm for more infos..Kat siini banya yang diceritakan tentang kelebihan Jumaat ni.Semoga kite akan menantikan hari Jumaat kerana keindahannya bukan sebab pre-weekend, lunch hour lama bla bla.. (refer pada sendiri jugak (^_^!))
Kalau ada yang perlu diperbetulkan silalah tegur saya yang masih cetek ilmu agama.
If is there anyone who want to share anything, you are most welcome!

 Selamat Hari Jumaat dan selamat beramal,people!

::Sok Sek Sok Sek::

Hoho!!

Lama sungguh tak update blog..

(sambil menepis sawang-sawang yang banyak di blog ini)

pics dipinjam dari sumber luar.. 

 

Nothing much happened

 (Actually there were lot of things happened)

My husband belikan i sebuah oven untukku memulakan strategi pandai memasak..hehe

Adala lebih kurang camnih..

Thank u,sayang..:)

Setakat nih dah banyak resipi aku buat..butter bread pudding,baked potato..and yang paling best roti lapis berdaging..setakat nih..tulah my husband's favourite (walaupun still kena buat penambahbaikan..)

Semua gambar tak sempat nak snap disebabkan oleh tak sempat and dah abes.. tee hee

 (senyum sampai telinga)

Tapi ade jugak yang tak jadik..haha!yang tu malas nak cerita..biarlah rahsia gitu..

Ape lagi ek?

Ncik Rayyan hadiff pon dah pandai wat macam-macam sekarang..

Pandai makan, pandai berdiri, pandai berlakon, sangat auta..wah, ikot perangai sapa la nih..

nanti kalo sempat aku upload pics,k

Hmm..

dari segi karier plak..

Sekarang nih takde la masuk zon busy ngan projek sangat

Tapi tahun ni,aku tersangatlah menjadik orang yang sangat penting kepada department aku

memandangkan aku dinobatkan sebagai..

tengg tereeeeeng!!!

"PLANNER of QS DEPARTMENT"

Claaapppp!!Clappp!!Claapp!!

(Actually istilah lainnya adalah sebagai PA bos ku..wah,sangat hepi (^__^!) )

I feel honoured..adakah??????

Tentang perancangan pulak,

End of this month we're moving again..yeeehaa!!

Caiyok Kak Maria..silalah merancang dan mengemukakan CPM anda pada saye ye..

Sebenarnye berpindah ni sangatlah penat (walaupun maria yang buat semua)

aku penat nengok jer..haha..

Then,this coming Hari wilayah, aku akan melawat suamiku di Singapore iteww

Waaah,sangat excited!

And Minah menyibuk (Si Irah) akan folo jugak..

So,now i'm busy planning my trip..

busy learning cooking

busy planning for my department

busy moving out and in

wahh..busyy

busyy

busy!!

Till then,

Tata..