Rayyan Hadiff at 8 months

sangat suka bila maklang wat bubble



"i'm busy,mama"




suka dok dalam raga..ignore calitan kunyit di dahi..haha



sangat lasak time tido....dan time bukan tido sekali..hehe

dalam bakul lagik..

dan lagik

shopping my food..iaitu fruits

i luv Maher Zain

and sarung BB's papa too..hehe

::Desperate for A Vacation::

I need a theraphy desperately..

Tak taula apa yang stress sangat menuju ke penghujung tahun ni..

I dun want to complain..i hate complaining (i dun deserve to complain anyway.. = ) )

But frankly, my life is so hectic and i'm too tired..

I really need a getaway..just for few days..

As usual, my cauncelor aka my husband came out with brilliant idea..

He suggested us to go for..

   .......A VACATION!! Weehooo!!........

Thank u,sayang..i really need one

Makin bersemangat pulak nak setelkan kerja yang tak berpenghujung nih.. hehe..

Dalam pikiran nih dah terbayang-bayang tempat nak pegi..

Antara places of getaway yang dibayang-bayangkan itu... adalah

Tempat hiburan  

I'm not so into theme park..it doesn't mean i hate this place..it just not me..or maybe orang-orang umur I dah tak seswai naik menda-menda putar alam nih (hehe..saya sangat gayat orangnya sebenarnya)..lagipon kalau bawak ncik Hadiff sape yang nak tolong pegangkan..takkan nak tinggal kat tempat simpan barang kot..IT'S TOTALLY A NO!


ataupon tempat-tempat sejuk begini??





This place is one of my favourite.. I always like to go to Cameron Highland..
Rasanya tiap-tiap tahun mesti aku sampai sana kot..
Nampak gaya pendapat suami perlu diambilkira bab nih..sebab mesti dia tersangatla boring nak gi sana
Hm..okay,let's consider other place first..
Sorry my beloved Cameron Highland..I must put u in my waiting list first


Tempat shopping..hmm..




Tempat shopping..okaayy..Dats kinda cool and good option
Tapi nak shopping apa?Takat KLCC, Midvalley nampak gaya tak keluar KL la
Pastu sejak menjak jadi mak nih..pusing macam ye ye je..
alih-alih mama shopping barang Hadiff jugak..adehlaa
Maybe balik KB..Aduiiii..tapi sekarang musim hujan..some more my parents are not in KB at the moment so watpe nak balik..


Tempat bersejarah kah???



Hm..melancong sambil menambah ilmu ok jugak tuh..
Melaka pon dah diiktiraf Negeri Maju sekarang..
Dekat pon dekat..tapi..macam tak nakla utk sekarang ni..
Lagipon ncik Hadiff bukan tau ape pon lagi
Next time la kan...kita buat lawatan sambil belajar ye,sayang..

 

ataupon pantai (all time favourite place)



OMG!!This is the place..I love beach..and always be..
Setakat ni Pulau Perhentian telah dinobatkan sebagai aktiviti tahunan aku...hehe
Tapi nak bawak encik Hadiff ni leceh sikit..
Sian kat dia..nanti Hadiff dah pandai jalan kita pegi ye,Sayang...


After segala aspek telah diambilkira termasuk keselesaan encik Hadiff..(yelah,nak bawak Yang Berhormat tu bukan sebarang tempat boleh bawak), segi kewangan, segi masa dan bla bla maka tempat yang aku teringin sangat nak pergi itu adalah..

jeeeeeenggg....

jeeeenggggggggggggggggggg..........

jeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeennnnnnnnnnnnggggggg..........

LANGKAWI!!!

It offers everything..

beach (that i luv most and some more boleh bawak Hadiff)

shopping (chocolates,chocolates and chocolates lagiii..)

sight seeing

and it's in one of my husband's place to visit in Malaysia list..

Jangan lengahkan masa..Ayuh kita booking

psstttt : attention to ncik hubby,please take note yer..muahs!! ;p

To all parents out there..

Pencil: I'm sorry....

Eraser: For what? You didn't do anything wrong.

Pencil: I'm sorry cos you get hurt bcos of me. Whenever I made a mistake, you're always there to erase it. But as you make my mistakes vanish, you lose a part of yourself. You get smaller and smaller each time.

Eraser: That's true. But I don't really mind. You see, I was made to do this. I was made to help you whenever you do something wrong. Even though one day, I know I'll be gone and you'll replace me with a new one, I'm actually happy with my job. So please, stop worrying. I hate seeing you sad. :)


I found this conversation between the pencil and the eraser very inspirational. Parents are like the eraser whereas their children are the pencil. They're always there for their children, cleaning up their mistakes. Sometimes along the way... they get hurt, and become smaller (older, and eventually pass on). Though their children will eventually find someone new (spouse), but parents are still happy with what they do for their children, and will always hate seeing their precious ones worrying, or sad.

This is for all parents out there.....

Hang in there!


psstt..cerita ini dipinjam dari sumber luar..thank you!i'm inspired :)

::Family Dinner::

At last..everyone's here except for Amey n family..how i wish all of u r here..



Mr Hubby n Big Bro (I wish my second brother,Azmil was here)




Faliq is alone sbb ncik Hadiff kena tinggal




semua tengah lapar




yang ini paling lapar (we miss u, kak ika)



Tok Wan n Faliq

The eldest and the youngest in the family



Terbaeeekkk!!



Udang sweet sour yang dah tinggal beberapa ekor

Sayur selalunya paling lambat abes ;p

siput sedut ini sangat sedap okayyy

ikan kerapu yang belom pape dah kene rodok ngan Aiman

Yam Cake is always our favourite actually it's mak's choice

Udang lagik..masak sambal

me n sista

sluurrpp



I luv u all!!




and both of u



Thank you,papa sebab belanja..Actually, It was my idea and it supposed to be my treat.. Siap canang kat sume I nak belanja sebab dapat bonus..
But as usual Papa mesti akan bayar sebab die slalu cakap i ni golongan kurang mampu (guulllppppp...papa,u r so sincere n i luv u so much)



::Lesson learned::

This week,i totally learned sumthing..

It's about trust,betrayal,forgive n forget..

Sumthing happened..which i really dun expect at all..

It never across my mind i will face this kinda situation..

I wont tell the whole situation but I just wanna express my feeling n thoughts

I've been lied from someone i've trusted much..fullstop.

Oh,please..of course it's not my Hubby..You won't do dat to me,woukld u? (^_^)

Shocked,Upset,Frustrated,Angry,Confused..dats wut i feel..

Rasenye muka i time tuh ada la ala-ala macam nih..(tapi kiut sikit la kot..err..mayb slim sket?ngeh ngeh ngeh)



terduduk kauu bile tau kene tipu..


now i know..how does it feel when being cheated.
Bila dapat tau tu,I was so emotional and rasanya berjalan pon dah tak jejak kaki kat tanah..
I admit i was so panas baran..cepat marah,cepat ngamuk,cepat nangis jugak..hehe..
Kalau ikotkan hati memang ku sekeh2 jer si ia nih..nengok die pon besar,kecik,besar kecik jer..
i tried to calm myself.. i know dat ikotkan hati binasa..
Dalam perasaan yang tak dapat nak kategorikan apa itu,i amik wudhu'
amik kain telekung n solat hajat..
cuba jauhkan pengaruh syaitan dalam keadaan yang marah tu..
know what..hati i sangat tenang..
i looked at Hadiff n hati ku laaaagi tenang.. (wpun cuak time tu dia tengah bukak pintu toilet..oh,Hadiff)
Sesungguhnya aku berserah padamu, ya Allah..

And dengan penuh tekad, I've decided to forgive si dia..
Yes,forgive sebab memberi kemaafan bukan hakku..
forget is a no..bukan berdendam..cuma simpan untuk diri sebagai peringatan..
Waktu tu ramai yang pertikaikan my decision..
I ingatkan diri i balik..Sedangkan Rasulullah SAW memberi kemaafan walaupun dikhianati
inikan aku yang hina dina ni..sob..sob..

Okayy,moral of the story :

1) Sila beringat tak semua orang mempunyai keikhlasan sama ngan kita..(refer pada diri senirik jgk,hehe)
2) Allah doesn’t promise us understanding. He promises us peace beyond understanding. Trust more, question less.(ntah kenapa di sebabkan quotes ini menyebabkan saya berpegang pada decision saya utk menjadikan kisah ini hanyalah salah satu jatuh bangun dalam hidup saya)
3) Semoga diri ini dapat mengikuti sifat Rasulullah SAW yang pemaaf dan yang lain-lain jugak)



Happy balik daaah!!